This is a personal essay that attempts (essays) to understand my repeated contemplation of two landscape paintings redken shades 9gi in the wake of a bereavement.I have gathered together into a fragmented narrative thoughts and impressions usc trojans snapback hat provoked by the paintings and by readings of poetry (Czeslaw Milosz), fiction (Samuel Beckett) and psychoanalysis (Marion Milner and D.W.Winnicott).
There is no closure or conclusion to the essay since grief is open and perennial.